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| Im not really even sure if i am really posting this to my xanga, since i havent been on this site in forever, and i really am not suer about how all of the changes work. argh- not everything has to be like freaking myspace!
I miss people writing in these things. it sort of left me in touch with people after high school who i didnt get to see everyday, and i kinda really miss that. i mean i wish i knew more about what was going on in my friends' lives, but i guess thats what happens... you move away and left outta the looooop...
so i think that its really intereesting that we are here a year after graduating college. and that well, we are all doing either really different things, or really similar things. either way, life is definitely changing for pretty much everyone i know.
and i have this theory. actually more like this observation. this year. was. HARD. no matter where you were, the sheer getting used to it all, not being in college, getting older, moving away (or back home) took some getting used to , along with the whole WHAT AM I DOING WITH MY LIFE factor. i mean some people streamlined for more schooling, while others got jobs- both entailed meeting new people, going way out of your comfort zone and hopefully finding new people to place inside of it. i can honestly say that while i have met a lot of sweet new people, i really do still miss everyone and everything back home. i can really appreciate naperville now, and the whole niceness of it all, but DC has its great things about it as well.
as far as relationships go, i dont know anyone that wasnt strained by this new stage in life, including my most personal ones. but i guess thats how you gauge your relationships- on which ones last and grow stronger, and which ones eventually die out. i think that overall, we just all need a party that says congrats, you made it past college, and know you can live on your own now... why did anyone think that being an adult was so glamorous again? haha...
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| i havent written on this thing forever....YAY its 2009. but really, i think that this thing may be of some value, especially since i like to writem and find that whenever i write, i feel more myself than when i do, well, almost anything else. also, i feel like the holidays have been a whirlwind. a precious, fun whirlwind, but still, crazy and busy beyond belief. but alas, it will all settle down and washington will return. i think that i love being home, but really, i find washington quite fitting of my personality, and i really like it out there. i just like it when people come and visit as well. but everything about the area, well, i enjoy it all. and while it is draining to take public transportation all the time, and just being all together busy with being a TA and the like, well, i just thoroughly enjoy it. there are more exestential things i have to say, but dont feel like typing right now...hats off to my lovers of all realms...
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| Its like ive been living in a daze. almost like looking out at the people, doing their normal everyday things. how you used to be one of them. but suddenly, you're not. they havent yet experienced the shock and pain, or even worse, havent experienced the hope and joy one life can bring. you cant help but to stare, wondering if you will ever again be one of those walking faces...
other than the recent tragedies, the summer has been looking up. its a terrible thing to think of constantly, and only time will allow us to deal with it, only remembering the kind and warming thoughts instead of the present feelings. God bless the passing of time. it is somehow pulling us all together- and maybe this is what makes our class so unique to any other class- the undeniabe srength we have been forced to have to press on through the many times that for some reason we seem to be plagued with. may they all rest in His arms...
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| Ah! I havent written in this for months. This semester just seems so outrageously busy taht I am getting no time for myself to even just write... boo. But yeah, all of this snow and cold weather made me so just debbie downer feeling. Like you go outside, freezing ur butt off, even with like 7 layers of clothing on. It would seriuosly take me like 20 minutes to just dress myself in the morning, thats how bad it was...but oh well. it looks to be getting warmer, and I love that. Over winter break i went to New Orleans for a break trip, helping gut homes and such, and then for spring break I'm heading to Eastern Kentucky to do another service project type dealy. I'm pretty excited, even though I wont b with my usual spring break crew....so sad. But other than that, I am both looking forward to and somewhat dreading summer here in Champaign. I mean, it will be fun to hang out with the friends i have here and such, and i will b hella busy just gettting everything done, but i'm gonna hard core miss my fam and friends from back home. hopefully lots of visits will b in store:). Other than taht, some days I just want to be a janitor. You ever get that way ?
-KAT^..^
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| ok so not gonna lie, been uber busy but whenever i have like5 mins to wait for a ride or soemthing i find myself obsessively checkin my email or something dumb like that. last week i was canoeing and fell in the river and cut my hand open... the trip overall was fun, but my hand still is SPLIT. oh well, its getting better. sball is amazing, i heart the chicas this year so much on the team, cant wait for OSU! and then working and such has been crazy...more to come on that when i dont have to go to work right now. well, i hope that everything is goin well with u avid readers..... soon to come: a more pensive entry. damn the crazy schedule of college students..... feelin on ur booty -KAT^..^ | | |
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